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!!new year’s resolution!!…part 2

Well, Mr. D said this morning that i didn’t accomplish what i set out to do this year. Then i remembered that i actually had a resolution for the year. haha.

They are…were:

1.    Not to ever ever fail any subject
2.    Practise my piano more often
3.    Spend more time with friends…..we gona separate soon
4.    Finish my homework on time
5.    Study more
6.    I will think of something else

haha. He kinda right. I kinda only did no. 1. Not failing any subjects, i realise, is not all too hard to do. Maybe got no.3 oso la. haha. Well, the rest is disastrous. The parts where i have to be not lazy…hardworking, i fail la. Am i really that bad? Or, am i just a total laze bum and slacker.

CRAP! MR. D READS MY BLOG! haha……..

All Souls Day…..

Since i have got no school tomorrow i thought i would update this blog. The more dead blog between the two. haha.

There was something i wanted to write. But i forgot de. I have now got another headache. I think it’s due to lack of sleep. Haiz.

tomorrow i’m playing basketball.

Can

You

Believe

it?

Me?

Play

Basketball?

Haha. Sound like some cosmic joke?( i actually duno what that mean… just sounds very in)

Anyways, yea. Most probably i go there to watch people play only la. I might wana play but paiseh la. I don’t know to play at all. Well, if simply play with my girlfriends during PJ ok la… but i think moro got some more por wan people.

So i will just keep to myself. Haha.

Btw

HaPpY BiRThDAy MaRilYn vOOn Kai WEn!!!!!!=P

Am tooooo lazy to keeo changing colours…so there u go. Another post. haha. Full of craps only.

Back!

Well at last exams are over.

However, saying i’m back is not entirely true cause from now onwards i will be blogging on blogger. Had to make an account cause Andrea asked me to. Find it easier to use. so yea.

Will still update here from time to time… Wonder whether can import updates here…? so unoriginal though. haha

Anyways, here my blogspot url.

http://maryannchang92.blogspot.com/

On leave

In prison!

I am now kept by the grudging hands of exams. Those hands that cause me to lose temporary freedom till exams are over.

Without doubt, i just talked crap. That did not make sense at all. O well, i put the blame on exam caused stress. Do you know how many pimples i currently have? They are uncountable at the moment.

O. Putting the blame on something else is so fun. Tuaght by Miss Susie…haha. I think i would be able to skip school on thursday ( i want it on Thursday la ) by putting the blame on not studying enough for exam! YAy!

The things exam make me do.

With that, i wana say…happy holiday to my blogs! See you after exam! =P

N they say… absence makes the heart grow fonder

I am missing you now!!! Waht a nice sis i am to tel the whole world that right? Hehe.

Help.!

And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Don’t think i’ll survive. haha. Died. duno what i myself am talking about now.

Someone like come and wake me up from my dream.

Bring me back to life.

Just thought of putting lyrics into life. hehe.

Now that i thought of doing that, i can’t remember any songs.

Btw, i think i am seriously gona explode.

Franz talked about Christmas wish and

All i want for Christmas is…you. =O

I can’t believe I’m so obesessed.

I’m trying to forget that

I’m addicted to you

Nut i want it and i need it

I’m addicted to you.

How long will i will be waiting

Until the end of time

I don’t know why I’m still waiting

I can’t make you mine…

Sighs….. i think i a bit the edge de. One last song la.

‘Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I’ve just got to know

Do you ever think when you’re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
‘Cause I’m trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin’ away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

With that, i wana say….. i give up. haha. don’t really know what i’m giving up on. Myself? I feel that i am very lame nowadays. Dont you think so? Haiya. Duno how many times i embarass myself redi lately. Wonder why?

Why?

Gota go study la. Haven’t done that in forever.

haha. Duno how many freaking times i rant bout this redi.Feel like a love-sick bird…? So…

Stupid cupid stop playing on me! =P

opppss.

I know i said i would study. Didn’t mean i wouldn’t blog! =P

Just wana say….

Say what i need to say( John Mayer…haha. So cun. Am listening to the song now)

Anywayss…

Just wana say to that person..

I tot u would be different from the rest…

I tot i learnt from my past mistakes…

I tot i didn’t treat like how i treated some others…

I tot u would at least appreciate that…

I tot u didn’t mind knowing the truth being better than not knowing…

I tot u would at least want me to be honest…

So wrong( I just heard the lyrics from a song!-coincidence?)

Well, since u don’t wana talk to me nemore…(i think so la)

Me being buried...

I will bury my thoughts…

My cares for you…

That part of my heart i kept for you…

Every emotion, thought and whatsoever

Will i keep buried deep inside my heart

Till one day when you talk to me again

Like you did before

Till then…

Just wana say that you will always remain in my heart

Though how insignificant you think you are to me.

This is one thing that does not differ from many experiences before

Though the things i did differ,

The end product seems just the same.

Well…I can’t change it, can i?

Little Things-Colbie Cailat, dedicated to you!=P SMiLe!

To all those who did not treat me like that and remained as my friend

I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!=D

On another note

I still CANNOT get the hot guy out of my mind!

Not like we will ever be or i might not even get a chance to talk to him…

If i can even meet him again

But then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh! Haha…………….Just wanted to rant about that.

Study Mode………

Right after carching the blogging…need to get back to studying and finishing my homework. Next few weeks to finish off school. Must persevere! Then i’m free! Hooray…Hmmm…Maybe still a little tooooo early for that.

Good luck and happy studting to myself.... =P

OMGosh…………

Haha

Just wana say that………….

I.

Am.

Following.

Andrea.

Ready?

Hold.

Your.

Breath.

Haha.

I.

Saw.

A.

HOT GUY!

haha

This is like the 6th post today……… dieded.

Another post for the night….

Am still working on a post reminiscing the activities this year.

So, while i am still thinking and i am now lazy to think…..

Gonna have to say that i LOVE the back magician trilogy!!!!!!!!!!

It started with a coincidence (or maybe not) that EuFern left her bookduring Prefects’ Night. Kim took it home. I read it school. Was blur reading the first chapter. Eu Fern offered to lend it to me. Read it.

AM NOW ADDICTED!

The book that captured my heart

Second in the trilogy

Depressing ending!!! But a very good one indeed! Didn't fail to meet my expectations.

Read all three books. Wana read again. Not sure if i can with exams coming out.

That part is in red cause it’s my fav. colour and i love the trilogy very much. Haha. So lame la…

I recommend anyone to read it….. Haha. So nice. It doesn’t really focus on magic la. And don’t be fooled by the black magician title. it has little…well not a very big part in the story la.

Moving on,

Wanted to tell the world ourt there that i still watch anime.

Will try to come up with a list soon. Haha. Now has come the time where i make up for the times i felt lazy to blog.

Btw, i realise September is the blogging month. At least for me and Andrea. Hehe. Hope the disease will spread to you too! =P

we spread diseases to each other la. The sleeping disease which even got Francoise, the hardworking disease on Friday, the blogging disease, the a bit emo disease and whatever other disease la.